Tears down my red cheeks
Loss of words and shaky hands
Shock and disbelief
Locked up in my room
Silent sobs, body spasms
No tissues nearby
Clenched fists at my sides
Random bursts of fierce anger
Pillows thrown around
Kicking and screaming
A gentle knock on the door
Uneasy silence
He tiptoes inside
Sits on the edge of the bed
Pats my back, hugs me
Leaves without a word
My eyes don’t watch him exit
Now, I am alone
Not if I remember to forget... ~ Serodous by Serodous, literature
Literature
Not if I remember to forget... ~ Serodous
Watching the tap dribble down the plughole
Sounds tickling my perspective
Staring beyond the light, I pray
Nothing has had this much effect
Nothing will make this go away
But if I woke up now, would this dream tear down?
And would it all fall around to the sweating ground?
Listen to the sound far away... So far away.
Boxed room closing in on my own vision
Boxed room creaking in dismay
As this dust falls around, and this house it growls
Can I ask you to take me away?
But if I woke up now, would this dream tear down?
Would you be there waiting for the end?
And in this world right now, there is no underground escape for us to play
So why mus
A door creaking shut,
followed by the
slam
of a steel bolt.
Artificial light that
flickers
Ceaselessly beckoning forth both
safety
and the unknown.
This is the place
where secrets reside.
This is the space
The company dispels the shadows clouding my sight.
The breeze clears my mind, cutting the binds.
The movement leaves the problems behind.
The music fills the hole of my soul.
My instincts take control, the ideas begin to flow.
Feelings unable to feel before, are now alive.
Secrets of the self, words lost in time.
Time has come for them to see the light.
Etching them in my mind.
I open my eyes.
Out of my own abyss –
Jaded wings won’t carry me
To the everlasting embrace of bliss.
I’m not letting myself flee.
Into the maze of my mind,
I’ve become an absentee.
Stepping out of the obscurity –
My enemy spreading violence,
My own self-reflection…
Shroud me in deaf silence.
Seeking -
Self-retrieving,
For I yearn the unbinding of my mind,
By my own self –
Confined…